Yep.... we had audtions for "Wizard of OZ"........ i wanted dorothy....i would role in dog shit to get that part! I wanted to shine in front of my peers and sing over the rainbow..... and just shine.....for Once!

But No! They had to give the part to Kat(full name not mentioned)! She always gets to shine! And sing! I always have to live in the shadows! I'm sick of it! She's a shmillion times more prettier than me! I'm the ugliest bitch in the world! It's not fair! She's basiclally professional.... and gets to act in new york! She gets good grades...she's good at everything! She so perfect! SUre she's my friend.......but i envy her alot! I wish i was her! She get's enough shine and glory.... i never


I got a talking tree in the play! MS. DOWELL SUX!! I mean i sang well at the audtion and my acting was good! BUT NO!! Apparently she hates my guts and gave me a gay part! Sure everybody says it's a fun part! But i wanted Dorothy! AND I WANTED TO SHINE BRIGHT!!!!!!!! Kat's my friend...BUT SHE ALWAYS SHINES!!! It's not fair! Even Emily thinks it's unfiar! AND SHE REALLY KNOWS MUSIC!!

BUt...KAt's got more talent than me...i'm a loser...... i can't do anything right..... that's why i gave up all the dreams i wanted to accomplsih.....my artist dreams...........my dreams of becoming a singer and actress...




Goodbye dreams.........goodbye....



Forever.............................